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blatant me
my share of psychosis to the world. bite me. |
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Monday, December 20, 2004
live the holiday
i just came from our office department’s Christmas party, and i had a great time. i just feel a little awful to leave the venue [just a few blocks away from the office] early after two bottles of beer coz i had to come back here in the office. i’m the one in-charge tonight.
and the sh!t i was forgetting to take pictures, i took the pleasure of singing and dancing too much!
and last Friday night we had our company’s Christmas party, and i got to be the emcee. imagine more than 300 people in front of you, while your voice is throaty!
i dunno why i had the hoarseness but i was still enjoying my voice that afternoon before the party singing Nina’s new hit.
but then again i really enjoyed that party too. And i had some ‘congratulations’ even! it was my first stand up stint for the company, and thank God they loved it.
thanks Tata for your gift, love love love it! following the backtrack, i was at Greenhills Shopping Centre last Thursday night together with Albert, Bimbo, and Marck to check out the tiangge. we got to catch sight of the famous and fabulous puppet show. it illustrates the Filipino Christmas culture, then and now. if my memory hasn’t forsaken me this was the second year that the show took place at the said shopping district. it started at the now defunct C.O.D. mall, delighting children and the old age every Christmas time and so lasted there for years, i’m just wasn’t sure if the same geniuses in the past holds the program still. good thing my nephews and nieces get to behold the experience i had then.
jan's blah blah @ 10:31 PM
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Thursday, December 09, 2004
spending life my own way
when i was asked what my passion is, i said, “i don’t know”.
hindi ko talaga alam kung ano ang gusto ko gawin sa buhay ko. pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na wala akong pangarap sa buhay. funny as it may seem but i dream as i’ll live without end.
all my life, all i wanted was to be happy, and my delight is to give happiness to whomever i am connected, if not share my own. wala naman ako inasam sa mundo kundi maging masaya, mapasaya ko magulang at pamilya ko, mapasaya mga kaibigan ko. this emotion i cannot resist.
i didn’t have a bad past or an awful childhood for me to fancy perpetual happiness. mababaw lang ako, gusto ko lang maging masaya ang araw-araw.
if that is aimless, i may be heartless. if my living hasn’t had any effect, i should be called indifferent.
and i’m not ready to die yet. but i try to live everyday as if i’d die by midnight. maybe in God’s time i’d weigh up on one activity or another and persuade myself on performing it, or perhaps i’d remain motionless for years doing the same things. but i’d still make an effort to do my life fine; because in everything i do i am passionate.
jan's blah blah @ 1:21 AM
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