some deliberations
Have you ever been in love like you feel it too much in your heart but there’s nothing you can do but keep it? I’d like to tell it but I’d stick this way coz the person might not be ready for me. Nah don’t give me the shit that I’d have to tell it straight now or the moment might pass me by. Won’t work for my kind. Perhaps I’d just settle for showing it, bit by bit, until the person asks for it himself.
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In one-way or another, I accept as true that love is contagious. It might not be on the way you want it or on the same profundity or understanding as you have it, but still the other person is able to love you back. It would do your days enough.
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No matter how great you acknowledge yourself, you’ll always bow down to the one who owns your heart, no matter how low he’d be. I know coz I’ve done it before and I know people who have been like it. You’d eat your pride big time.
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If the experience is dead bad, we tend to be careful as to not do it again, either the exact same way again or not at all. We tell ourselves that if we are to walk on the same road again, we’d be wiser. At this point, if we were to be in love again, there’d be limitations, thus making the feeling inauthentic. What are we to do then? Nothing is certain, only love.
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11:17 PM
